| feel like such a nerd wearing glasses again. had them at the beginning of the year, actually since a year ago, stopped wearing them because i wasn't into the nerd feel anymore. haha. and now here i am again. my optometrist wanted me to wear them all the time during classes, so i figure it's okay if i wear them at other times too. :) like right now. still haven't finished my english essay. on the bright side, just 3 little paragraphs. if it were all five, i'd be bawling right now. i'm a baby )= i wanna go shopping, there's just so much fun in that. tomorrow, the hannah montana movie comes out. guess who's excited! guess :) i;m not gonna see it, but i just think that's cool how it's coming out. i love the show. let's see, i actually have a lot of busy time during this break. sad, i'm gonna miss lounging around doing nothing. but i guess i'll just finish early, so i can do that :) i love doing that. they give me a headache, so i took them off. )= i hate how i haven't worn glasses in awhile. so now it's gonna feel new all over again, and that's just uncomfortable for me. okay, in five minutes i must write one more paragraph of my essay. the conclusion is always the easiest. not true, but i'd love to make myself feel better. hey hey hey. the glasses made me less sleepy :) it's cool how the only homework i have is english! :) and biology but i did most of it in class, because i'm a nerd. i wanted to use family guy as a mask for my essay, which is about society's masks, but it was just too much of a hassle to have to identify every single episode title & generate all that. i'd have to pinpoint exactly the segment i'd want to use, and look for it, and so on. so i resorted to soldier's instead :) they're good and everything, they're supporting the country, but they kill. and that's what i'm pinpointing. i'll never be able to grasp the concept of death, i don't think. and failure. i just won't believe i failed, because i don't know why. haha. sometimes i feel like there are two different people in me. the person that encapsulates the way i act, and the person who dominates my mind which is what i really want to do. and it's scary, maybe it's just normal but they always feel so different. i wonder why. |